I am aware that I don't post regularly. Well, I didn't post at all for the past few months. Many things are going on in my life. As most of you know, I am in France and it is not easy to get settled in a foreign country. Finding a job in a European country and doing papers for getting Visa is truly tedious. That too when you are an Indian girl in early 20's and you get the pressure 'to let your parents do their duties' (you know what I mean Indian girls ;)), life is not completely pleasant. And I am in that phase, the 'struggling-to-be-myself' phase, without compromising much and without hurting anyone. A life of uncertainty which makes me worry.
I even forgot the blog's 3rd anniversary which was on November. I miss blogging. I want to be regular, be in contact with all my blogger friends and readers. But I don't have the time to read other blogs except a few and even if I read, I couldn't comment. But I am seeing what is up on my fellow bloggers' blogs through Facebook. I'm not talking about the lack of time (though it is another reason). What I am talking about is how I am not able to concentrate on other beautiful things in life.
My last blog post was posted after a very long time. But it makes me feel better. I pamper myself in all possible ways and I don't want to let myself down. And it helps. Not only that, this is a period where I understand what is life. Though there are lots of confusions in my mind not knowing how all is going to turn out, I notice that I have a clear side where I analyse and understand things better.
So, when you are feeling low, don't let yourself down. Encourage yourself. Be surrounded by people who support you and wish you good. Pamper yourself. Help others. See others life. Here I want to mention someone who boosted my hope. It is the page 'Humans of New York'. The pictures and the stories they share on the page show life in a different perspective. It makes me gain confidence.
But I am thankful that I am having understanding and helpful people around me. There are people who love me and make me feel alright. I am active in Facebook and Instagram. I'm trying to be as social as possible. If not I have a small fear that I will break down. And I never miss the videos of my favorite youtubers.
So hoping to post as and when I can. Have a lot to tell you about my new stuff, my favorites, etc. Well, I wanted to rant somewhere (and to someone). Where can I do if not on my blog?
P.S: It's Christmas season! Happy Christmas everyone!!